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[Dec. 18th, 2009|07:06 am] |
i spent at least an hour most likely more sitting at my computer crying while working yesterday. I applied to Red Lobster last night.
Tonight Im going to apply for a part time graphic designer job and probably more restaurants.
yay, life. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
i just applied for a new job.
I hope its not an application for my current work because that would be awkward. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|06:48 am] |
So my dad drove my car around and told me I need to take it in to get looked at because its not safe.
The front ends fucked up and it will cost $700 to 1000 to fix. So, this saturday Im getting a car. Which should be exciting, but I know Im going to drain my savings for some piece of shit.
Ive been awake since 5:55 because I just wake up and get worked up about work. For some reason Im the only one who isnt salaried which is nice because I HAVE to leave at 5 but then it sucks because they overload me with work and yell at me when I don't finish meanwhile, everyone else stays late and comes in on weekends. I dont want that but it makes me look bad that I cant get anything done and they dont understand. Like, Paul has been staying until 9 the last few days and that sucks for him but hes getting his shit done.
I wish i went to college for education. And Brian tells me just to go back but I obviously cant afford that. Then I got so unfairly angry at him because we were talking about college and the payments and he doesnt have student loans to pay off because his parents paid for college. I know, thats good for him and I have no reason to get angry at him but I guess I just get angry at the situation. I do jealousy well, I guess.
Ok, update- my dad just texted me and said he thinks we should fix the car and he'll pay. what the hell? I feel like its a waste of money to put anything into my piece of shit. It has holes where the rust just ate through the car like literally holes in the side of the car. Random that I come in here to bitch about life and money and my car and how brian's parents paid for shit and I get that text. |
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